Jesus Heals a Demon-Possessed Boy
14 When they returned to the other disciples, they saw a large crowd surrounding them, and some teachers of religious law were arguing with them. 15 When the crowd saw Jesus, they were overwhelmed with awe, and they ran to greet him.
16 “What is all this arguing about?” Jesus asked.
17 One of the men in the crowd spoke up and said, “Teacher, I brought my son so you could heal him. He is possessed by an evil spirit that won’t let him talk. 18 And whenever this spirit seizes him, it throws him violently to the ground. Then he foams at the mouth and grinds his teeth and becomes rigid.[d] So I asked your disciples to cast out the evil spirit, but they couldn’t do it.”
19 Jesus said to them,[e] “You faithless people! How long must I be with you? How long must I put up with you? Bring the boy to me.”
20 So they brought the boy. But when the evil spirit saw Jesus, it threw the child into a violent convulsion, and he fell to the ground, writhing and foaming at the mouth.
21 “How long has this been happening?” Jesus asked the boy’s father.
He replied, “Since he was a little boy. 22 The spirit often throws him into the fire or into water, trying to kill him. Have mercy on us and help us, if you can.”
23 “What do you mean, ‘If I can’?” Jesus asked. “Anything is possible if a person believes.”
24 The father instantly cried out, “I do believe, but help me overcome my unbelief!”
25 When Jesus saw that the crowd of onlookers was growing, he rebuked the evil[f] spirit. “Listen, you spirit that makes this boy unable to hear and speak,” he said. “I command you to come out of this child and never enter him again!”
26 Then the spirit screamed and threw the boy into another violent convulsion and left him. The boy appeared to be dead. A murmur ran through the crowd as people said, “He’s dead.” 27 But Jesus took him by the hand and helped him to his feet, and he stood up.
28 Afterward, when Jesus was alone in the house with his disciples, they asked him, “Why couldn’t we cast out that evil spirit?”
29 Jesus replied, “This kind can be cast out only by prayer.[g]”
[Mark 9:14-29]
This is one of the many prayers I commonly pray to the Lord. To help me overcome my unbelief.
To appeal to the Lord as the only source of strengthening my faith.
I know i’m one with little faith. VERY little.
I know it so clearly and I’m very honest about my lack.
Its a very mixed mentality of knowing that God can do the impossible but yet not sure whether God would do it in my situation.
Its a mixed mentality of finding it hard to imagine God intervening in situations, but yet believing that God can.
In fact, I sometimes get surprised when God answers my prayers…!
Recently, I went through another period of struggle – my lack of faith was the struggle.
I recall praying long and hard expressing my lack of faith in God.
Expressing my frustration of being impatient with God.
Why can’t things happen now?
Why are things taking so long?
Is God really doing something?
Does God not want to do something?
Is it really possible that God can do anything? How?!
My heart was troubled, uneasy, impatient, anxious and really just pure frustrated with my situation.
I understand my helplessness…but I acknowledge God’s sovereignty.
I understand my inadequacies…but I acknowledge God’s power.
I understand my lack of faith… but I want I to believe.
“Lord, help me to believe! I want to believe! Help me overcome my unbelief!”
Just as frustrating this struggle was, bit by bit I decided to commit my cries to the Lord…
I recall and I think about God. About His nature. About what I know about Him from His Word.
About what He has done both in the Bible. About what He has done in me. About what He has done in the people around me.
I choose to place my confidence in God. The more I recall and think about God and His goodness and His Word, I allow myself to be encouraged.
God can be trusted. My God is alive. My God hears my prayers. My God can do the impossible. My God understands. My God loves.
I fell asleep that day, with an encouraged heart. A heart determined to trust in God though I can’t see anything happening now.
I admit though that my heart can be easily shaken. I have a very weak heart…
Thank God that God knows that.
Amazingly, it was only through reflecting back the past 4 days after the incident, that I realize God has really been encouraging me.
Ever since that night (which was a Friday), for a consecutive 4 days (i.e. from sat-tues), God sent me people who I just happened to meet
(either for work-related businesses or a spontaneous dinner). It was amazing how strangely (or you can say “coincidentally” if you like)
all 4 separate individuals through our conversations shared about their faith. Not per say how they came to know the Lord, but basically the idea
of how they trusted in God and God did the impossible. They in turn, encouraged me to take faith. I never noticed the “hint” till Wednesday upon just
randomly recalling my previous days’ activities. Wow. That realization blew my mind. God actually sent people to assure me. To tell me to continue to
keep trusting in Him and have faith. To CHILL and not be anxious. To find peace and confidence in His perfect will.
My faith has definitely increased the past few days.
Things have not come to past yet to talk much about it now, but I will blog about it when they do one day:)… i take joy in God’s perfect timing.
I believe in God and His great love, His goodness and His power.
Definitely though…I know I’m still weak.
I still pray “God, if you can…” prayers…
But Lord, I believe! Help me overcome my unbelief!
Strangely, I just realized Chris Tomlin’s “I lift my hands” is playing like NOW on my brother’s laptop.
(really loudly too…and *whispers* my bro’s singing along…haha:P)
However coincidental that is…these are the lyrics that are running into my ears and my head as I end off this post…
Let faith arise, let faith arise
Open my eyes, open my eyes
Let faith arise, let faith arise
Open my eyes, open my eyes
I lift my hands to believe again
You are my refuge, You are my strength
As I pour out my heart
These things, I remember
You are faithful, God, forever